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Thanks.

-Dean.


Monday, November 1, 2010

Is it worth it? Is it worth being bothered about?

This seems so childish... to vent like this.
An email would probably suffice...
But oh well.
I wish you would have a go at me, I really do. Maybe then I can figure out some things.
You know, after that slip, after we kind of argued, and I got mad at you for the first time...
The next few conversations were fine. I thought they were fine anyways.
Guess i'm just clueless.

Its not my fault.
Its not my fault i'm stealing that from you. or i was... I don't even know what that is.
I do care for you.

I don't even get it. I gave a damn once.
There's not much to give a damn about these days though. 

So I never made you happy after all then?
Well my works a waste isn't it?
I don't even know what I had to lead you on let alone how i did that.
I'm still in the dark, and your posts? I'd read over them again if i were you.
Another "Fuck you" drawn on the pavement.
"Fuck you"s piss me off.

If you had a million years to do it in, you couldn't rub out even half the 'Fuck you' signs in the world. It's impossible.
The Catcher in the Rye
Holden Caulfield in Chapter 25


Why is this world suddenly red and blazing?
Please, tell me.

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My day was average. I got a lower geography score than i wished.
Oh well, who gives a damn.
As long as I keep an A grade, I'm happy.
Halloween was alright.
I spent the night dressed in black, following a bunch of minors, watching them for their parents.
Making sure they didn't get caught up with the cops.

I've got Perth tomorrow morning...
I wish mum'd just go by herself sometimes. I need to go school, and keep my grades, and by going to Perth i'll probably do badly in the exams on Friday,
Oh well. Life goes on.
Meatman is back.
Now i'm taking the piss from kids I've never even seen? LOL
Haha (; I love you.
I miss my bumble bee ;D
You'll be home soon though :3


"Be strong. Be fast. Be wise. Be beautiful...Only in the right ways.
But it's not worth it until you come to terms with value."

-Dean Alexander

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