Things are a little interesting.

I had hardly any notice or warning, and I kind of saw it coming, but thats not the point.
You've hardly listened to me, and so I don't see why you're thanking me for all this, this advice and guidance I've given you, if you're just going to throw it away.
Erasing something isn't eliminating the problem. It's running from it...
I guess running is the only thing you're willing to do now.

On another note, I really miss you D:
Halloween is cool, except its taking you away from me this weekend :/
And I mean, I don't even get to see you in costume. *eyeroll* aha
I'm kidding :]
I hope you have fun x

The funeral was lovely. Very nice send off.

Everything is... difficult.
Not telling someone... Is that the same as lying?

The tension here, is unimaginable.
I feel that same hollowness again... It scares me.
Sometimes I think about things I shouldn't.
And you can't imagine how hard it is to stay in control sometimes.

This week:
I have homework due tomorrow.
I have perth monday night, and tuesday.
I have graduation certificates and an afterparty on saturday.
A party i'll likely be sober at the way things are going...
New week, hopefully a better start.
Oh yeah i have band on thursday, performing two songs and hopefully a certain someone wont try to show up everyone else, cause when she does it sounds terrible :S LOL

I should probably start my english,
But its only a 200 word thing, i should nail it tonight...
I had a dream last night.
A dream about a young man, in his early twenties, who had silver hair and purple eyes.
I don't know what that means,
But its one of the most normal dreams i've had in ages.