A chance to blog again...

So I haven't written in ages.
But i'll use this chance to give my mentions to Amber.
She was killed as a result of the freak storms in Geraldton, last night.
Rest in peace cousin... Even if we weren't close..

Now, January has been chaotic.
We've had the Queensland floods brought on by monster levels of rain..
We've had four cyclones around australia and new zealand in the past few days.
We've had a freak storm which has uprooted trees and destroyed buildings (all which had nothing to do with cyclone Bianca)
Three intense dust storms.
Floods up north west australia.
And catastrophic fire warnings.
A volcano even erupted in bali a few days ago. The place nan's going on vacation for.
Australasia is in for it I swear.

Lets go back to December.
The muse concert was incredible. One of the best nights of my life :3
Christmas was rather nice with just the family, at home. Very quiet.
The night... wasnt so good.
But we recovered :3
New years, was eh, I didn't do anything xD
But i spent some of it with my baby so it's all good :]
Then we went to perth for what should've been a week, A week turned into almost two weeks because mum was still sick, but it was okay since I had a net stick.
I got home a few days ago, and we've since had that freak storm.
It is so incredibly hot,
And I really wish I lived in Perth right now cause of that -__-
So my plans are to spend a lot of time with my princess <3
As much as possible even if her laptop broke and she has to share :/
Because I'm off to uni in a few days...
And might not get to talk to her as much.
I guess it will be like school.
But i'll make time for her <3

Just a catch up on Dean's life.

That one minute where I'm holding my breath waiting for an answer...

#23 I love it when you're happy.

A tiny part of me relaxes when you do answer it...
But it doesn't fix the tension thats left.
Really, I'm not much use.
Not to you.


I'm stupid enough to pull it down...
I'm stupid enough to wreck it.
Break it...
Why?
I dont know.
It tears me apart when I do.

I've not much to write about right now aside from failures,
But i just want you to know that I love you. xo
And I don't ever want to let you go...

But it was not your fault but mine,
And it was your heart on the line.
I really fucked it up this time,
Didn't I my dear?
So relevant...

It turns me on, like a stranger's love - Glorious. Muse.

#22 All you want to be is a princess. And it's adorable.


But it was not your fault but mine,
And it was your heart on the line.
I really fucked it up this time,
Didn't I my dear?

Love that song ^-^

Now, there are goats. Goats all over my town.
What Dean? Goats?
Yes. Goats.
Last night, there were sirens going off all over the place.
Four times in the last two days. Four seperate case? Maybe.
One case was some complication, probably a smash up down the other end of town...
But on the main road,
A TRUCK. Full of GOATS. Lost its trailer.
So now there are goats running around our town :3
I saw i couple going to school... aha :)

It was strange... walking down an abandoned street in the twilight,
Evacuation sirens ringing in my ears...
A car speeding mortally past me..
And police lights in the distance.
It was definitely strange. Surreal, and detached.

I'm in an extremely music-y mood. I've listened to my WHOLE muse playlist, now i'm onto Mumford and Sons.
So can I just say, that I Gave You All is such a great song :) Mumford is great tbh,
But damn am I excited for the 19th??
Ten days.
Ten days till I get to see Muse in the flesh :)

I've got some pictures for you.
My weeks been great so far, no work, just chilling with teachers and stuff, ^-^
Can't wait for Friday, Street Party Martigras ^-^
(Not the gay kind, unfortunately :/ I'm sure my town'd REALLY get a kick out of that xD)

Sleepless nights are bliss with you.

#21 All the sunrises I've seen while up. They're almost as beautiful as you.
(yes. I cant count. The last one was supposed to be 20)


I love how much you mean to me.
I think maybe we both sometimes forget it.
I'd rather have bad times with you, than no times at all.
But i'd rather have good times with you, overall.

I think though, that each time makes us a hell of a lot stronger.
Its why I find myself loving you more and more every day,
-If that's even possible,

I love you so much my princess ♥
You mean the world to me :)
I adore  every single part of you.
Every inch of your body from your toes to your face.
Your skin,
Your smile,
Your eyes,
Your hair,
Your small-ness :3
You're so gorgeous and you don't even realize it baby,
Nobody will ever be as beautiful as you in my eyes.


But not just the physical things,
Its mostly the things about you which I fall head over heels for.
Its how you can make me laugh... or cry.
Its how you make me smile.
Its how adorable you can be,
Those cheeky comments,
The cute, and timid questions.
How i can talk to you about almost everything,
...or you make me talk about pretty much everything. 


Its how strong of a person you are,
To just pull through it saying,
"I should focus on better things right now."
Its your little fears, 
Its your love for disney movies,
And how you never really want to grow up :3
All you want is to be a princess...
That's so adorable ^-^

And that underlying seriousness underneath...
Which I don't get to see often, but when you'll show it?
You're a very deep person.
I love that too :)
I love how you can keep me on edge, keep me on my toes,
Wondering what to expect next.
Its not the same old thing day by day.


You're the only one I want.
The only one I think about,
You really are my only girl in the world ♥

I love how we're hopelessly in love.
But... we'd be hopeless without each other.
You're so good for me, my princess.
The only thing I don't like is how I'm so far away...
I love you ♥ xoxo



Please be mine forever, beautiful? (:
-Dean 


Four months, since 7/8/10
Shannon Alexander :) xo

Hacked by Shannon. ;]

#21 You're so damn cheeky haha :)

Have I ever told you how much I love my girlfriend?
Well, she got a hold of my password last night and decided to have a little fun ;P
Messed up my whole profile and everything xD
So, now while I wait for my baby to get home from work,  i guess i'll spend the time fixing up my blog and reading maybe :3

How are you guyss?? Yeah you , the weirdos who actually take the time to read this stuff,
Or do you just click on my page to make me feel appreciated? haha :)

I'm in such a damn good mood.
I love good moods.
They're so... warm and good-feeling.

Today I was lazy.
I slept till 2pm
Because I stayed up till like, 9am with the lovely Shannon.
Might pull a late night tonight. We'll see.
I've got some homework that maybe I should take care of tonight too, so i'll probably do that later on instead of attempting it with a sleep deprived brain tomorrow.

Last night/this morning was amazing.
Thank you my absolutely wonderful, and gorgeous girlfriend :)
I love you xo

-Dean