#8 You honestly do care about me. And I just need that little extra bit you give sometimes... :/
Honestly, I could take a homeless man's spot. He can live in my room and i'll just sit on the street in a few blankets. Seriously.
That's exactly what I feel like at the moment.
I don't feel like making someones life better.
No.
This is more selfish.
I wanna get away... from EVERYTHING...
Except you.
I wanna be with you :/
Maybe things would be better.
there's so much fucking pressure on. me. right. now.
school
friends
music
uni
mum
dad
pop
nan
people in general...
i couldn't even escape it today walking with music
it didnt even make me happy.
i was happy through most of school...
just not today.
sometimes i just wanna reach out to her for some reason...
my teacher,
show her the real me...
just ask her to listen...
society's confines sort of restrict that.
I hate my blog.
It's so negative lately.
But it has to be?
It feels that way anyways...
This is how I deal >.<
~~~
I wish I had a mango tree
In my backyard
With you standin next to me
Take the picture
From her lips I heard her say
Can I have you
Call her up oh what to say
I said you do
You mean everything to me. Even more so right now.
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