You have to make someone to fall in love, to change their life. Just make sure its unrequited else your life goes too

And none of the bees ever would sting me. They hovered around, curious but mellow. I never did anything to them. Why should they do so to me?

So its late October already. Halloween is around the corner, so is Christmas and the end of the year.
I've sent off applications to a couple universities, hopefully i'll be doing an arts degree with a psychology switchover. We'll see.

Dad's really on edge lately, not sure why.. oh yeah, now mum too >.<

So my little man's sick ): He's throwing up everywhere the poor little guy ;/
I had take care of him and help out bop, gosh its terrible seeing a little kid sick D;
We found a ladybug though and he had fun watching that climb over our arms xD
Found another in my room just now ;o

Theres this pretty little cat under my room at the moment, don't think she's feral, but shes been fighting our cats. Haven't seen her around, might be the new neighbor's but she seems lost ;o
Like 10 minutes ago she started howling with a feral cat which was odd. LOL
And someone showed up asking me to play slim dusty backing tracks so they can sing kareoke -.- yay. can you hear the sarcasm dripping from my voice?

I've realized a few things the last couple of days.
Some regrets, (yeah yeah dont look at me like that, i know its hypocritical but oh well)
But I've more than made up for that,
I've finally stopped holding on to it, and let someone else in on the secret i held so tightly.
It feels good to be unburdened every once in a while :)

Im pretty tired tbh, but oh well. Ill sleep some soon, as soon as we have dinner. :]
Wednesday tomorrow. Piano lessons down at the church apparently, we'll see if im game enough to keep paying this girl 15 bucks a week >.<